Musings of a college graduate

While I was in Hawaii I was nervous I would run into my exboyfriend. I mean, he decided to move into my best friend’s building so I figured it would happen. However, when I first arrived at her apartment I didn’t see his car. It was missing for the first few days and I thought maybe I would be lucky. Wasn’t the case. We eventually ran into each other but at that point I didn’t know what to say or do. I was processing the fact that I just saw him and that we haven’t talked to one another in about a year. It was like the moment came and went in such a manner that we were not meant to say anything to one another. I felt uneasy and a little weird about not saying anything. I decided to send him an email about meeting up and talking. He said he would like to but that it would have to be the next morning. That night he cancelled and said he would be going on an interview. When I left the next morning his car was there, when I got back - still there. I decided that he didn’t want to talk. What would that do? He emailed me an apology and said I could contact him whenever I wanted. I told him to do the same and that it should be a joint effort. I haven’t heard from him since… and I’m okay with that because I tried.